7

i don't know what so special about this number but somehow i like it so much. i always mention it whenever people asking me about anything that need number on it. so my father.

but today, this morning, i like most then any other time. that's when i got text massages from my hubby. "happy 7th month of our marriage", he said. yeah, it tears me in burst. i don't care if it sounds so shallow.


i know we didn't have a perfect marriage like in the fairytale. the happily ever after thing. we argue a lot. live separately. communication just by text messages. i know it's not good and a healthy live. but this is what we have right now.

then, by noon i find this song. a song from jason mraz latest album. with this song he show me thing like you teach me. to believe in love (again). and i know definitely that this was us. so i dedicated this song just for you for us....

i won't give up

When I look into your eyes
It’s like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There’s so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you’ve come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

And when you’re needing your space
To do some navigating
I’ll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

‘Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We’ve got a lot to learn
God knows we’re worth it
No, I won’t give up

I don’t wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I’m here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you’re still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn’t break, we didn’t burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I’ve got, and what I’m not
And who I am

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up
Still looking up.

I won’t give up on us (no I’m not giving up)
God knows I’m tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We’ve got a lot to learn (we’re alive, we are loved)
God knows we’re worth it (and we’re worth it)

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up